There must be a lot of exsubud people out there.I wonder what they are doing. To a lot of people leaving Subud is no problem. Easy come and easy go they think. But to the people who take Bapak seriously and what he said it's not that easy. In fact it's a nightmare!
What if you really believed Bapak and what he said the latihan was? I mean he said the latihan was from GOD and that he was the FULFILLMENTt of Jesus and Muhammed. Thats a pretty awesome thing to say! I mean when Jesus came and did all those miracles, healing and raising people from the dead and taught that amazing teaching and died and rose again, wouldn't you have believed Him too?
So it's pretty hard for sincere people who don't know anything else. Even if they have problems they just soldier on through. But what about people who can't do that? People who's lives collapse because they can't bear the anguish caused by a lack of the REAL thing.
When you do hear about the REAL thing, it's a real release. When you hear Jesus took it all for you it's a real relief! You know you'll never be perfect and to hear someone has paid that price for YOU is SO Amazing.'" Come unto me all who labour and heavy laden and I will give you rest" said the Lord. "My yoke is easy and my burden is light."
Bapak could never give me what the true God has given me. Pardon for my sins and ETERNAL LIFE!